everyone rags on english for being weird and hard to learn but at least we don’t assign genders to inanimate objects
happy ugly weeping*
work was crazy . i left at 650 yest and i normally leave around 5-530ish .. then of course i have to travel 2 hours to get home from sd .. i am tired and it sucks .
also i am feeling kind of bummed . i`m kind of torn about how i should react . right now, i have a mixture of anger, understanding, sympathy, bitterness, and sadness . it`s really leaning towards the negative feelings but like i am seriously trying to be supportive here . idk but knowing myself, i`m probably going to get angry . very soon . ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
it probably doesn`t help that i totally cannot sing right now . i can talk but not sing .. the only thing scarier than opening your mouth to sing and having bad notes come out is having no sound come out . just air . yeap that happens sometimes .
see . vicious cycle of abuse .
the ppl at work are going to have to listen to all this ugliness later today lol
normally i would go on vocal rest but like i think i will die at work if i don’t sing to keep myself sane T-T
vocal rest after work it is .